Livin' in sin is the new thing

I've come to realize how boring my life is, and how constricted I am to everything. Having strict parents may be a reason but another is that I'm in my own little world. So called "social norms" would be out partying with their friends or going out, whereas I'd rather stay at home and do nothing by myself or have my best friend over to have movie night just the two of us. Whenever going out becomes and option I kind of brush it off as a "no i can't" which drives everyone nuts. Well, my friends at least. My parentals probably love that idea.

I need to revolt and do something crazy before I become a total weirdo.

It's finally the weekend! I've been waiting for today for the past three days, which was proved to be true when I thought it was time to go home when I actually still had to go to 6th hour... oh gosh. I need to go shopping, it's been too long since I've gotten anything decent lately :(

I don't need to see it to believe it.

wow

Gorgeous.

School is right around the corner, and for once I'm really scared of it! I never want to go back to school yo.

This is the deep and dying breath

These past few days have been so glooomy,
I don't like it!

fringe binge

I'm pretty sure this is a must have on my list.

I need an intervention

Lately, I've been struggling with always saying no for no reason which is ironic because I hate it when people are like that. Other than that, I've been so lazy. Even going out is such a hassle to me because i just don't feel like getting ready, figuring out what to wear, blah blah blah..

But anyways, I just got home from church camp the other day and yesterday I went to my youth group and listened to all these testimonies of others. It was hard listening to how God had moved in so hearts at that camp, because I didn't get to feel those emotions. I really need to saddle down and prepare my heart for anything because I do believe there is a God and I suppose all I can do now is to keep the faith.