fringe binge

I'm pretty sure this is a must have on my list.

I need an intervention

Lately, I've been struggling with always saying no for no reason which is ironic because I hate it when people are like that. Other than that, I've been so lazy. Even going out is such a hassle to me because i just don't feel like getting ready, figuring out what to wear, blah blah blah..

But anyways, I just got home from church camp the other day and yesterday I went to my youth group and listened to all these testimonies of others. It was hard listening to how God had moved in so hearts at that camp, because I didn't get to feel those emotions. I really need to saddle down and prepare my heart for anything because I do believe there is a God and I suppose all I can do now is to keep the faith.

drooling

Seth: Nobody wants to be alone on Valentine's day.
Ryan: And you know this how?
Seth: Well, despite my manly exterior, I've got a heart of a 14-year-old girl...

I'm so obsessed with Adam Brody's character. If only people like that existed!

Logic will break your heart

photo credit: Jack Siegel

Today I feel so useless. Everyday the infamous phrase of "What do you want to do with your life," or "What are you planning to be when you grow up" seems to be dictating every aspect of my life. From people I barely associate with to those who genuinely give a shit. To be perfectly honest I'm so scared for the future. I have no idea what the fuck I'm supposed to do with my life. And quite frankly it sucks have people ask me from left to right what I want to do, because I feel like I've let them down when I say "I don't know". I'm pretty sure my mom is quite disappointed in me. I'm just someone who doesn't find interest in all those things that earn you big money. I want a laid back job that will get me through life. Obviously I'm not planning on being a bum or whatever. I want a decent job is what I'm saying. Nothing too shabby but nothing that requires me to absolutely want to kill myself and my boss. Ya know?

I never want to grow up, End of Story

Sorry this post is so so long, i needed to get it out..

I heard she broke your heart again

Getting lazy

I haven't posted much, so here are some oldies..

Trip to California

Photoshoot

hands down, she's frickin anazing

Kaya Kaya Kaya, I wish i looked like you!